I laid down in a glommy silence, inside a dark room, that moonless night with tears streaming down my cheeks.

I was speechless and really in a state of melancholy.

My pillow was soaked with tears that dropped from my eyes.

“Am I sure that am really born again? Am I really sure that I was forgiven by God of all my Sins?” These and many other questions flooded my mind that glommy moonless night as I had some flashbacks of my past lifestyle.

I remembered the marriages I destroyed, the numbers of men, married and single that I had slept with, as well as the number of abortions I committed.

An intimidating voice which seemed to be around me said, “Do you think you could eat your cake and have it back? Do you think that after ruining people’s homes; there would be mercy for you? Do you think that after all the abortions you committed; there will be mercy for you? No! Never! For the soul that sinneth shall die!”

I cried bitterly. The tears poured out like a mighty rushing river, unstoppable.

Then, I remembered that on the 18th September, 2018, I laid down everything at the foot of the cross.

I remembered the Joy I felt on the night that I gave my life to Christ, and how transformed my life had been since then.

“Why then am I feeling this way” I  said within myself.

“But, I gave my life to Christ and he forgave me of all my Sins…” I said in a bid to silence the domineering questioning and accusing voice.

But the accuser shot back relentlessly “Can the Ethiopian change his skin, or the leopard its spots?”

I gasped at the question, as it came with so much audacity and condemning power.

But it only stirred up the faith in my spirit. With boldness, I rebuked the voice, and responded,

‘I know that I can’t change my skin, neither can I change my spot, but I know He who can make everything new. That was why I laid everything down including my past habits, at the cros, for He who brings light out of darkness to do the cleansing,’

‘The Lord didn’t say that he would not receive women [Ladies] who have had abortions and have made terrible mistakes. He  didn’t make a list of the kind of people who and not deserving of his mercy,’

‘I refuse to be intimidated by your accusing and condemning voice, for I know your mission here is to cripple my Faith and trust in the finished works of Christ.

In the name of Jesus, I silence you! Get behind me, Satan!”

Then, there was a surge of divine tranquility into my spirit. There was a reassurance in my spirit, of my righteousness and holiness in Christ

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When the devil confronts you with the memory of your past, confront him with the reality of God’s word,

Romans 8:1: “Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus”

Shall we continue to watch as our flesh shuts the mouths of our spirits, and lead our souls to Hell?

Because we are his son, He sent the Spirit of His Son into our Hearts; the Spirit that cries out “Abba Father”

How long will we allow our ears to be filled with lies; lies clocked with the guise of sensible questions produced by human nature?

Our nature itself has been corrupted. It has been corrupted with the trait of ever trying to analyze divine realities using sense knowledge.

Shut the voice of the accusing spirit, all it is after is to get us confused.

It is a questioning spirit. It is the spirit that stirs up doubts in your heart about the existence of God, a life after death and Heaven and Hell.

That Spirit is from the devil.

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We inherited sin, we inherited death, That should have been our end, but Mercy said ‘No’.

From Adam came death, and through Jesus came life. He died our death to shut condemning voices up! So call on him when weighed down with the burdens of the world.

He wants you to stand still and know just one thing; that He is your God.

“But whoever is united with the Lord is One with him in Spirit” 1 Corinthians 6:17.

This means the Holy Spirit has merged and bonded with your spirit.

Accept this word today,

You are Justified, Sanctified and Born Again!

Amen!